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Butterfly
Butterfly
I remember hearing this on the radio and being blown away by the virtuosity of it all. Lyrically, I think this is her best song. In a magazine interview, she had this to say:
It was '97 and I was leaving my marriage [to Tommy Mottola] which encompassed my life. I was writing the song 'Butterfly' wishing that that's what he would say to me. There's a part that goes, 'I have learned that beauty / has to flourish in the light / wild horses run unbridled / or their spirit dies / you have given me the courage / to be all that I can / and I truly feel ...[sings] and I truly feel your heart will lead you back to me when you're ready to land.' At that point I really believed that I was going to go back to the marriage – I didn't think I was going to leave forever. But then the things that happened to me during that time caused me to not go back. Had it been, 'Go be yourself, you've been with me since you were a kid, let's separate for a while,' I probably would've.
Originally conceived as a house record that went on the become Fly Away (Butterfly Reprise) with David Morales, Mariah re-wrote the song with Walter Afanasieff in ballad form, incorporating new lyrics and vocals. Musically, it's R&B-power-ballad Mariah at her peak, arguably her signature sound; although it didn't perform well commercially, it's become a classic.
I love the piano, the pounding beat, the technically exquisite lead vocal and the rich, gospel-choir-esque backing vocals. The male backing vocals on the middle-8 are brilliant too, and those crashing drums into the final orgasma-chorus. Why she's cuddling a pony and crying while wearing a silk nighty and a dreadful, thirsty wig in the video is anyone's guess, but what a fucking great song.